Making the hard choices.

Well...where should I even begin? Prelims at AC are earlier than those in other schools, about two weeks, which I find is just absolutely ridiculous! We have lesser time to study for it and being a renowned party-animal/procrastinator/hardcore gamer doesn’t make the above any easier. Motivation to study is at a new time low which is definitely a problem. The only thing keeping me in the game is thought of being able to finally play Nox after the prelims. Man...I swear I'm gonna party so hard after the prelims....

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Anyways, this post is actually dedicated?! to a dream that I had just now. In essence, it is about me trapped in a concrete room with no possible way of escaping as the psycho that locked me in is well... camping outside the tomb. I have a revolver, fully loaded but due to the space constraint I am unable to point the muzzle at the concrete door. And basically, I, being such a beast actually chose to shoot myself in the head and end up waking in cold sweat and a pounding headache.

I relished at the thought that wow...I actually had the balls to end myself if necessary but to take my own life so lightly...

Where will you be if not by my side? Where would you be when the world ends? Where would you be if not here?
-Zarae.Suicide.TheHardChoice.