Awaiting that which will never come.
An end that seems so far.
Calling out to the ones I love.
The arrival of the grey sunset star.

-Zarae

Some things in life are just simply not to be.
Happy endings are hard to come by and happily ever after DON'T exist. For me at least.
I was listening to Westlife songs when a thought hit me.
What happened to all the good times when I was young ?
What happened to all the thing that I had used to love ?
What happened to the old me ?
I used to be so happy.
What happened to me ?

-Zarae

No one holds command over me. No man. No god. Not even the Prince. What is a claim of age for ones who are immortal. What is a claim of power for one who defies death himself? Call on your damnable hunt. We shall see who I drag screaming to hell with me.

Your little light is like a candle trying desperately to outshine the Sun.

-Zarae

Using your eyes to disappear.

-Zarae

STARCRAFT 2 IS DA BOMB !

Once again. I dreamt of fire.
The notion of a fact that anger is my Raison d'être.

What happen to us ?
Why did we drift apart ?

We used to be

He made me think of you again. The wonderful time I've spent alongside you...laughing and clowning around. Watching you smile whenever I make a joke...and when you laugh, my heart just...my heart just...

I just thought that maybe...just maybe after the past 10 years of pitiful, I would finally deserve someone like you. Who am I fucking kidding. I'm just a fucking nobody. All ways was and mostly likely always will be.

I guess tonight will be another sleepless night. I would spend hours staring at my ceiling, listening to the voices in my head yelling at each other. Until finally the oppressive forlorn wears me out.

-Zarae.