Sometimes.

Some days, I just feel so worthless.

-Zarae.StuckOnASinkingShip

A small mind shooting off his fucking big mouth.

What uncouth atrocity. Blabbering buffoon disgracing his own house, insufferable; ignorant fool.

You mistake my silence for passiveness. You mistook it for weakness; I can tell you now that you are sorely deluded. With whatever meagre macabre you possess can only but wish to challenge me. 

And again, let me dumb this down for you. I am no genius or savant but you my dear are but a curious little leper. Diseased, plagued and corrupted with whatever the society has been so kind to ‘endow’ to you. Your ‘reign’ or so you sought to cheat yourself of, is merely an illusion. You are the grey area between retribution and charity.

For illustration purposes, let me paint a tale for your dimmed dimmed mind.

A ruffian (gangsta) was feeling particularly nefarious one day and decided to have a little ‘fun’. He ventures forth finding his prey, a weakling he can terrorize without jeopardy or repercussions. Little did he know however, that said victim happens to be the son of a billionaire. And so, the very next day he returned to his conglomerate organisation only to find out that he has been retrenched.

The ruffian tried very hard over the course of the years to find a proper job opportunity as despite his tough and aggressive attitude was actually a very timid person moreover, he had a family of four and his wife is pregnant with another. He desperately needed a job but no matter how low he is willing to endure, he could not find employment. Thus, without a proper job, the man was forced to commit crimes and let’s just say that his crime spree had a little more of a premature end.

Locked behind bars, his family lost the only breadwinner but just as everything seemed the darkest, they received an anonymous donation enough to sustain the family. Relieved was the man in prison until the truth walked in on him.

It was found out that the victim had hired a PI to trail the ruffian and instructed him to sabotage the man’s attempt at employment by all means necessary. The ruffian, till the end, led a life of a beggar, begging for alms, scrapes and benefits. The victim, after spending a few weeks on his obsession of torturing the ruffian began to forget the man. He led a wonderful life, glamorous and exciting.

Moral? Don’t mess with the guy that can or potentially could ruin your life.

This post started off as a rant but as I wrote and rewrote it, it dawned on me why I felt so angry. It is as though God feels for his humans. He set rules and punish those that disobey yet no matter how bad they performed as his creations, he never stopped loving them. When I look upon your corrupted figure, I see not the physical attractiveness that you claim to have many maids swoon over you but rather the corrupted, disfigured character, rotting underneath. And it is this ugliness that I wish to address. For far too long have the world been indulged in its perverse tolerance for those that do not deserve it. And I’m just a step short of dying to address it.

So, with vengeance still having yet been redressed, to you my lovely I have 4 words for you… 4 words that set us apart. 

That is, Out of Your League.

-Zarae.FilthyAnimals

Fairytale

I hear all you've to say. "There is no fairytale ending here on Earth." And coming from all you people, the ones I love and respect just makes it harder to accept than it already was.

It hurts, I guess... To suddenly wake up into a world of nightmares. A world where everything is just...just so...raw, so dull.

I live for fantasies, adventure and action. Yet all I am asked to do right now is told to wait, day after day, month after month. "Wait patiently." they say, "Just wait patiently." And so I do as I'm told.

I train. I eat healthy. I run and run, telling myself that if this is what I need to become better then it is what I need to do. One step at a time, I compel myself to run forward, run faster.

But apparently, it’s just not fast enough. Or so I'm constantly told.

-Zarae.WhenYourWorldFallsApart.

Waiting.

Welcome to the Army, where you work 18 hours; of which, 10hours are dedicated to waiting.

-Zarae.WasteOfMyTime.