Note to self.
Change is inevitable. Change is immenient.
But please...change for the better.



Karma is more real than I thought.

-Zarae

"Please...now is not the time."

-Zarae

PROJECT Z.O.M.B.I.E

Zarae.
Ortega.
Michelle.
BlackDragonLake.
Idra.
Everyone.

Project Zombie. ;)

-Zarae

The tungsten lighting flickered. The place was saturated in the stench of sweat and sewage. The paint on the walls and ceiling were beginning to peel, leaving the dirty cemented bricks beneath. Cigarette butts and toilet paper were pelted around the room. Grime stains carpeted the floor; blots of dried blood were splattered on one face of a wall.

A gentle "drip drip" of a leaking pipe reverberated in the background, falling like the ticking of a clock, causing heartbeats to beat along; a tempo far too quickly. The air was stifling and humid; it was warm which made it all the more smothering. It leaves a person with very little mood to think.

There are drag marks across the floor, numerous clawing on the walls and cracks in the edifice. One can almost feel the pain and fear emitted from the room, as though one was the victim in one of his numerous frolics in which he take much amusement from.

Make no mistakes. This is a place where memories are brought out. Wrongs made right. Where injustice and atrocities are trialed and accounted for. A place for vengeance and revenge, a holding cell whose sole purpose is to imprison and cage those sentenced to hell. There is absolutely no escaping from this room. Make no mistakes....this is where people are brought to die.

The lights flickered again. The sound of falling water fades into nothing. The process repeats.


-Zarae. A place that nobody ever wants to wake up to.

I won't mention anything about the exams other than I did pretty badly for it.
Three things on today's agenda:

1. Have to find out when people are free so as to impose my new MARVEL COMIC day. Subsequently, there might be DC COMIC day .... or not.

2. Get into shape. 'Nuff said.

3. Buy clothes and get ready for ......... ! ;)

-Zarae OUT ~

And then he said, " YOU ARE NOT FUCKING LISTENING !!!"

-Zarae

You will never feel the warmth of her heart.
You will never feel her careless whispers in your ear.
You will definitely never win her love.
Just give up.

-Zarae

Change the colours of the sky.

-Zarae

You. Are the Queen of my Heart.

-Zarae

Awaiting that which will never come.
An end that seems so far.
Calling out to the ones I love.
The arrival of the grey sunset star.

-Zarae

Some things in life are just simply not to be.
Happy endings are hard to come by and happily ever after DON'T exist. For me at least.
I was listening to Westlife songs when a thought hit me.
What happened to all the good times when I was young ?
What happened to all the thing that I had used to love ?
What happened to the old me ?
I used to be so happy.
What happened to me ?

-Zarae

No one holds command over me. No man. No god. Not even the Prince. What is a claim of age for ones who are immortal. What is a claim of power for one who defies death himself? Call on your damnable hunt. We shall see who I drag screaming to hell with me.

Your little light is like a candle trying desperately to outshine the Sun.

-Zarae

Using your eyes to disappear.

-Zarae

STARCRAFT 2 IS DA BOMB !

Once again. I dreamt of fire.
The notion of a fact that anger is my Raison d'être.

What happen to us ?
Why did we drift apart ?

We used to be

He made me think of you again. The wonderful time I've spent alongside you...laughing and clowning around. Watching you smile whenever I make a joke...and when you laugh, my heart just...my heart just...

I just thought that maybe...just maybe after the past 10 years of pitiful, I would finally deserve someone like you. Who am I fucking kidding. I'm just a fucking nobody. All ways was and mostly likely always will be.

I guess tonight will be another sleepless night. I would spend hours staring at my ceiling, listening to the voices in my head yelling at each other. Until finally the oppressive forlorn wears me out.

-Zarae.

1SB6 party!!!!

The people are not drunk yet will say : " Aiya...won't drunk de !"

When they are drunk, they say : " Aiya...I not drunk yet ! "

-Zarae

Forgiveness. The most cruel form of vengence.

-Zarae.

Fealty

I swear my allegiance to you.
I pledge my blood and body in your name.
I willingly surrender to you my soul and spirit.
I vow to serve only you and you alone.
I will hold to my oath to you till the end of time.
I will be your blade, your holy crusade.
I will be your shield, your impenetrable aegis.
I will be the unstoppable onslaught.
To Lord and King I trust. On my honour I vow.
I swear to you my fealty. I give to you...my life.

Now use me. Use me great one...and attain absolute victory.
-Zarae. Fealty

I can't say that everything I do I did it for you but I can surely say that whenever I do something, I will think of you.

The memory of you is still fresh in my mind.

-Zarae

BRACES !!!

Well...the two hours spent was rather worth it seeing that in 10 years time I will look even more amazing than now ;)

-Zarae

Hellion

Have any of you ever felt that weird angry sensation inside of you ?
The anger that keeps on lingering inside you, provoking you and feeding on your very essence. Yet it has no origins and seemingly resistant to all forms of purging; the ire that just cannot be expelled.

The hatred I feel towards this imperfect world is simply too great even for someone like me to handle.
The hatred that arises from the fact that many around the world are dying even though they really want to live so badly when there are bastards around me that sought to simply relinquish their animation or to frivol their life away.

These explosions of irritation and rage can barely be contained within me, an inadequate vessel. I fear that someday this vexed hellion will break free and reign fire to all in its reach.

So much for issues I would say....

-Zarae. Hellion

The screams from my adoring fans is the only thing that keeps me in the arena.
-Zarae. Gladiators.

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Fencing. Not just a sport. It's MY way of life.

From homely roots unseen below.
The stem that bears the etherial flower.
Derives that emanative power;
From mixtures fetid foul and sour
Drawn juices that those petals fill.

Braces !!!

I had my tooth... teeth (seeing that there were 2 of them) extracted yesterday. It was to get my mouth ready for the bracers that are going to come next week. ( WISH ME LUCK! ). The point is that the extraction...not really that painful coz of the anestethic that he injected me with. But now its like super hard to eat with the holes and the separators! Can't imagine the pain I would have to go through with the bracers on.... :(

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He stared down at the cadaver, the bloodied body of his opponent. Victory was his, yet he felt a hue of guilt and anger.

-Zarae

Transient

Sorry peeps...my blog is currently down so...this is just a temporary thing (hopefully)

Well...here goes !


The tip of the blade just barely touched his skin, slicing the air just as it missed.
The surprise attack caught him off guard and almost took his life.

The dodge made him lose his footing, causing him to collide with the ground.
The fall was greeted with massive applause from the colosseum fans.

The hero stood half standing, desperately trying to catch his breath and regain the lost momentum. Fighting to regain his head.

This was the closest brush with death. His strongest opponent yet.
He smiled to himself.
"Finally...the reaper's descend." With that, he lunged towards the contender.

Darkness shrouds those that fears it the most. The brave will bask in the light of audacity.

-Zarae.