Sometimes I just really wish I can just shut myself down. Stop having to feel all these emotions and fears. To be able to feel is just so overrated these days.... Imagine not having to feel guilt, nor anxiety; not having to live in constant trepidation of the constant expectations and "sanguine" prospects of life.
I'm just tired after so much struggling. So very fucking tired.

If life is just a game then I fucking had enough of it.


-Zarae.TheSeriouslyDepressed.
Death is but the start of something marvellous. Rejoice in my passing.